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August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl

Aku sadar kalau kini
Kita sudah smakin menjauh
Sempat aku berpikir ini
Kau yg menginginkannya
Lepas dari pelukku

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Oh kini aku sadari
Ini salahku
Tak ingin ku terlambat dan sesali

Maafkanlah bila ku selalu
Membuatmu marah dan benci padaku
Kulakukan itu semua
Hanya untuk buatmu bahagia
Mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami
Bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku
Aku cuma ingin jadi
Terbaik Untukmu

Aku ingin kau tetap di sini bersamaku
Jangan Pergi
Berikan satu kesempatan
Untuk ku membuktikan
sesungguhnya cintaku

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KESEMPATAN KE2

August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl

Sungguh ku sesali
Nyata cintamu kasih
Tak sempat terbaca hatiku,
Malah terabai olehku,

Lelahku sembunyi,
Tutupi maksud hati,
Yang justru hidup karenamu,
Dan bisa mati tanpamu,

Reff:
Andai saja aku masih punya kesempatan kedua,
Pasti akan ku hapuskan lukamu,
Menjagamu, memberimu segenap cinta

Kusadari tak selayaknya,
Selalu buatmu kecewa,
Kau lebih pantas bahagia,
Bahagia karena cintaku

Andai saja aku masih punya kesempatan kedua,
Pasti akan ku hapuskan lukamu,
Menjagamu, memberimu segenap cinta

Bridge:
Kau bawa bersamamu,
Sebelah hatiku,
Separuh jiwaku,
Yang mampu sempurnakan aku

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*t@n664

JENUH

August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl

TERNYATA <3 TAK BERDUSTA, MESKI KUCOBA….TETAP TAK  BISA

DULU <3Q BANYAK PADAMU….ENTAH MENGAPA, QNI BERKURANG

MAAF, QJAUH PADAMU, LAMA SUDAH TERPENDAM

TERTAHAN DI BIBIRQ, MAUQ TAK MENYAKITI, MESKI BEGITU INDAH….

Q TETAP SAJA….JENUH…..

TAUKAH QNI….

KAU KUHINDARI,MERASAKAN KAU, KULAIN PADAMU….

QNI TEMUKAN, HANYA <3 SAJA….

SEMENTARA KAU, MERASA CUKUP……

MY FADED ONCE YET GONE NOW….HOPE

August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl

The state of the L.O.V.E - violation!
A broken promise is as good as a lie.
The hell is humongous, the devil’s among us
and we will burn because we won’t unite!

We won’t witness anymore freedom.
Why does anybody think we need ‘em
I would rather fight,
than let another die.
We’re the problem,
but we’re also the solution.
ALL HOPE IS GONE!!!

If you want you cannot take it from me.
If you think you can, you still don’t know me.
Let me tell you, when I said it, I meant it
and I will always have the right to defend it.

Fifty seconds, a hundred murders.
The bill of rights is a bill of sale.
What will you do when the war is over?
What will you do when your system fails!?

We have made the present obsolete.
What do you want?
What do you need?
We’ll find a way,
When all hope is gone!

We’ve seen the fall of the elite,
Buried alive, Take a disease,
We’ll end the world,
When all hope is gone!

The wretched are the wounded,
The hungry storm the deaf,
In a place where no one goes,
The air itself is a final breath,
So discontinue, the anti-septic, gay charade,
As a cry of justice comes,
A malignant fire fades.

I AM the reason your future suffers,
I AM the hatred you won’t embrace
I AM the word of a putrid station,
I AM the remedy, spit in my face.
All your laws and rules are outdated,
All your subjects are doing the games,
I can rattle off a million other reasons why,
But does it matter when the only thing we love will die?

What do you want?
What do you need?
We’ll find a way,
When all hope is gone!
We’ll end the world,
When all hope is gone!
WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!!!

WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!!!

WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE!!!

WHERE DA HECK!!!!??!!! DOZ IT GONE2? GEZ WUAT? =) YOUR SADISTIC-WICKEDLY EVIL-<3 ~H34127~

-tHis Is my DECembER-

August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn’t feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn’t feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn’t feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn’t feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
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merely " " from THIS IS MY DECEMBER of the famous band LINKN’PARK

“Goodbye My Lover”

August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit - it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I AM A MOTHER of your ANGELO AND ANGELINA.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.

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merely quoted and changed from james blunt’s ‘goodbye my lover’….boo, u no who u r n where u r….am sorry if i disappointed u or let u down…before everything begun…am hurt…am hard…but iz time to let go…i’ve break all my limit…n go waaaaaaay beyond…..goodbye my lover….goodbye….my friend…YOU ARE THE ONE…YOU HAVE BEEN THE ONE…..but u killed my feelings…..I LOVE YOU….I LOVE BOTH OF OUR KIDS….I WILL ALWAYS WILL…I WILL ALWAYS HOLD THAT IN MY HEART….GOOD BYE P.A.P….GOODBYE ADI…..ILU =* TAKE CARE…TAKE CARE….TAKE CARE…

=4L!v3=

August 30th, 2008 by exodia-91rl

The world I see through my fogged up glasses
A monotone view touch of black and white colors
Born in to this world wide space,
With a bright smile face
Hoping that my life’s worth,
This is gonna be my first trial
Hey Boy! It’s time so sing it

MY LIFE, SO ALIVE,FEEL IT INSIDE
DON’T HIDE, DON’T CRY, HERE I COME

Red, blue and yellow, all sorts of colors =and= Each and one of them
stand for a symbol of the cries that lie inside
VOICE stand back to back, people try to smile
when they’re mad or sad
Hey you! Don’t give up before you try it!!!! =)

= ! 83L13V3 =

August 28th, 2008 by exodia-91rl
Hidden inside my heart, is a
whirlpool of uncertainty
If I have to walk on, which way
do I go?
As the streets overflow with people
I say "Goodbye" to that uncertain me
I believe myself, I know that if I believe
everything and anything can begin
I believe myself, and as the sunshine warms me
I walk on without failing myself because
I believe

Small lies begin to surface from the
falsehoods that people create in life
As a young girl I saw the lies pile up
up sighed to myself
And I swore to myself to color
the lies in "black"
I believe myself, I know that if I believe
everything and anything can begin
I believe myself, and as the sunshine warms me
I walk on without failing myself because
I believe

Right now as the wide sky is reflected in my eyes
I feel like I’m living while staying true to myself
I believe myself, I know that if I believe
everything and anything can begin
I believe myself, and as the sunshine warms me
I walk on without failing myself because
I believe…

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people CH@N63…

August 28th, 2008 by exodia-91rl
dulu kulihat kau begitu manis dan polos membikinku tersenyum dan slalu menggodamu. tadi siang kulihat kau di jalan dan membuatku trenyuh dan kaget. apa yg terjadi padamu adik kecil?slalu KUingat senyuman polosmu namun skrg kulihat kesedihan dan kemarahan jadi satu dalam dirimu. aku memang tak tahu dan tidak merasakan apa yg terjadi padamu, namun harap kuminta ingat sayangi dirimu sendiri jangan melukai badanmu dan hatimu spt itu.kalau ada yg bisa kubantu kau bisa hubungi aku. kau so young tidak semestinya kau siksa dirimu spt itu. semoga Tuhan slalu menjagamu dan membuka hatimu. take care…
tertanda,
seorang sahabat yg ku kenal 8 tahun  yang lalu…..AND still is one of my bestest of the best friends that I have…that make me survived….

You Are…

September 4th, 2007 by exodia-91rl

You are my angel

that protects my love

You are my light

that guides the way

You are the sun

that starts my day

You are the one

that has my heart

You are the boy

I dear for

You are my life

THat keepS me living

You are my world

that keeps on giving

You are my king

and am your queen,

together we mend our broken hearts

I hope you know

That everything you do

Anythhing you say

I will always love you too honey

for my guardian angel who always out there to watch over me…yet close to guard my heart …

I wuv u =*